I still feel so tired. Yet i can't sleep. I have not typed a real post yet.
What is this feeling inside of me that i can't get out?
Is it really true that you get over someone when you find another person?
My feelings for you were there even after your 6th altitude problem ( I randomly stated an amount) but during your 7th, it was gone.
Or maybe it is just that i found you (another person).
We could say we are similar..
After reading your blog..
I realised that you are angry, and bored all the time.
You can't be bothered to do anything.
You want to vent your anger, but you just can't.
I feel the way you feel, everyone does that now.
Its the stress, adults... Adults... ADULTS...
Damn those adults, they are the ones giving us stress.
Without some of you, we wont be here.
Without all of you, we wont have stress,
we wont feel sad, anger, or just emotional.
Even though I am a guy, i just feel like crying sometimes.
I cried once before while in bed.
I did not noe why.
I just cried.
My pillow was wet, and i went to sleep crying,
I am really really tired of everything..
I am making the wrong choices everyday..
I regret living my life.
Would't everyone live their live better without me?
Everyone would be better without me in their life.
I am a spoiler, i spoil your lifes, dont involve me in your LIFE!
I have TOO many emotions in me.
Hate, ANGER, sadness, love?
but so what if i have love?
Its so confusing..
what shld i do abt it?
I have no idea..

When i feel confused.
I hate voices screaming in my head.
That makes me feel sad.
and makes me feel like crying,
crying would make things easier,
but i dont want anyone to see me cry,
i hate that feeling,

afraid.

help me.